2006 Recap.
Resolution: Post to my blog.
Sure noone knows about this one at all, and I'm planning n keeping it that way until I can post to it regularly, but I feel like I should try to get it going.
Recap: 2006 sucked balls.
I don't feel like going into details about the whole thing, but needless to say that 2006 did little to move my life into a better place. I've failed in everything I've put any effort into, if I've even put in effort at all. Let's run down the list:
1. Marriage. Yup, still in shambles. Still working on it, but let's just say that 2006 didn't improve its chances. I've fucked up pretty big time here, and created many issues that are going to be a struggle to overcome and deal with. I really don't know what to do in this respect, but keep trying.
2. School. Still no thesis. Not even close really. I thought I had a handle on it in the summer, but things got turned on their head and I began questioning whether my topic was even worth arguing for. Fuck. I watched most of my schoolmates defend and graduate, which depsite being happy for them, has not done well for my self-esteem.
3. Money. Yay for more debt. I thought that going back to work at A&B would make me some good coin, but I hadn't seen how far A&B has fallen over the years. Fun fact: This week's Georgia Straight was the first in like 20 years not to have an A&B Sound ad on the back cover. Sign o the times. I hated everything about going back to work. I made little money, hated the job, and the hours took time away from both helping my marriage, and getting my thesis done.
4. Lost a bunch this year. Not sure if they are retrievable. I failed my best friend, in ways I regret terrible. I wish all my friends were compatible, or at least that I didn't make them incompatible. My actions rendered ceretain friendships impossible in order to maintain others.
Needless to say my resolutions need not be stated here, but follow obviously from where I've put my life with respect to these past few points. I hope everyone well in 2007, and hope that I don't let them down like i did my friends this year. To the friends I've lost contact with, I;m very sorry at what's happened, and if it could be any other way Iwould have it be so. Sadly, circumstances force otherwise.
Peace.
Sure noone knows about this one at all, and I'm planning n keeping it that way until I can post to it regularly, but I feel like I should try to get it going.
Recap: 2006 sucked balls.
I don't feel like going into details about the whole thing, but needless to say that 2006 did little to move my life into a better place. I've failed in everything I've put any effort into, if I've even put in effort at all. Let's run down the list:
1. Marriage. Yup, still in shambles. Still working on it, but let's just say that 2006 didn't improve its chances. I've fucked up pretty big time here, and created many issues that are going to be a struggle to overcome and deal with. I really don't know what to do in this respect, but keep trying.
2. School. Still no thesis. Not even close really. I thought I had a handle on it in the summer, but things got turned on their head and I began questioning whether my topic was even worth arguing for. Fuck. I watched most of my schoolmates defend and graduate, which depsite being happy for them, has not done well for my self-esteem.
3. Money. Yay for more debt. I thought that going back to work at A&B would make me some good coin, but I hadn't seen how far A&B has fallen over the years. Fun fact: This week's Georgia Straight was the first in like 20 years not to have an A&B Sound ad on the back cover. Sign o the times. I hated everything about going back to work. I made little money, hated the job, and the hours took time away from both helping my marriage, and getting my thesis done.
4. Lost a bunch this year. Not sure if they are retrievable. I failed my best friend, in ways I regret terrible. I wish all my friends were compatible, or at least that I didn't make them incompatible. My actions rendered ceretain friendships impossible in order to maintain others.
Needless to say my resolutions need not be stated here, but follow obviously from where I've put my life with respect to these past few points. I hope everyone well in 2007, and hope that I don't let them down like i did my friends this year. To the friends I've lost contact with, I;m very sorry at what's happened, and if it could be any other way Iwould have it be so. Sadly, circumstances force otherwise.
Peace.
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